life just seems so happy now. He makes me really happy. like nothing went wrong before my life went down the Shitter, before my dad left and my mom divoreced him. things are turning they way were supposed to. Brandon makes me feel alive, not dead but alive. i guess it was like that before i dated Trevor. so that is why i should've gone out with him instead of Trevor... Brandon is my life, if i lost him i don't know what i do with out him. Brandon makes me feel good, i love that he doesn't care all the crap that's happened with me. he loves me for who i am. it doesn't matter that I've been hurting for a long time. i just want to be the one who falls for the sweet guy not the jerk.
now that i live here in lewiston i miss being in your arms.
